Wow it's been a while since I've been on this account.

A lot has happened in my absence, I've been in at least three different relationships since the last time I've logged in and unfortunately all of them have ended. I don't really regret any of them because they were great while they lasted, but it's still rather depressing to go through so many break-ups in such a shortish span of time (6 months or so). Anyway, I'm still recovering from the last one a bit, but I feel more then ever the need to move on to something that will last longer. So far all of my relationships have gotten really intense in a very short span of time. This is awesome while it lasts, but there's too many complications in relationships like that, so I think I need to take it much slower for a while.

It seems kind of odd, but lately I've been going out with older people. At least 2-3 years difference for the last few. I guess that could be an issue because of this age difference, but I've seen relationships with greater differences then that last a very long time without failing, but then again... It's probably because of the guy being older in those. I guess it's different for same sex relationships? Who knows.

So my studies have been going pretty well lately. I haven't flunked out of any of my classes yet, which is always a good sign. The workload is pretty intense, but other then that all is well. I've made a ton of new friends over the past year or so and I feel as though I can never get away from someone who wants to hang around me. I'm not really sure if this is nessasarily a good thing or a bad one, but it's definately an improvement from last year.

I've been much more open about my sexuality lately too. There are very few people who do not know about my attraction to girls these days. I'm very happy that most people have taken it well and even the ones who didn't don't really hate me. Which is pretty good. I still haven't found someone who I really have felt like it was working extremely well yet, but there have been quite a few that seemed to work a little bit at least for a short period of time. I suppose the person I've been looking for will show up eventually and hey, I'm willing to wait for that person.

Other then relationship happenings, there's been a ton of family issues and I might have to move in the near future. I'm not really sure what's going to happen with that stuff, but the future does not look good on that end. I guess over time things will get better though. They always seem to improve over time.

So anyway, I'm going to try and log onto this account more often even though I'm sure most of my friends who know me as Lonna have forgotten about me by now, but oh well.

The point is that I'm back for a bit, so I'll enjoy the time here while I still can.